Poems to an Orphan
From
Ilya Shambat@21:1/5 to
All on Sat Jan 7 16:04:45 2023
1
Icy tiara of mountains -
Is a frame to transitory sight.
A parting of ivy today
I traced on the castle's granite.
I have chased today on all roads
Towering figures of pines.
I have taken a tulip today
Like a child to the chin.
2
With surrounding of mountains I hug you,
With the granite crown of rocks.
(That you breathe easier and sleep tighter
I am busying you with talk.)
With the sides of a feudal castle,
With the ivy hands of down -
You know - in four hundred streams and rivers
Is the ivy, hugging the stone?
But I'm not woodbine - and not ivy!
Even you, dearer than my hand,
Are not flattened - and freely let out
Onto every side of my mind!
Round the flower-bed, round the well too,
Where to grey-haired ones stone will come,
With the round pledge of an orphan -
With the loneliness my round!
(Thus not one silver braid did weave
Into my light-brown braids!)
And with river, into two parting -
Island to create - and embrace.
With entire Savoy and Piedmont
And - cracking the ridge of blue -
I embrace you with blue horizon,
With two arms I'm embracing you.
3
(CAVE)
If I could - I would take you
Into the womb of a cave:
Into the cave of a dragon,
Into the panther's grove.
Into the panther's - paws -
If I could - I would take, so.
To bosom of nature, to bed of nature.
If I could - my own skin of panther
I'd take off... I would give in the grove - to study!
In bushy, in firry, in streamy, in ivy -
Where in darkness, in dusk, and in dreaming
Branches weave for eternal weddings!
Where in granite, in milk and in bast
For centuries intertwine arms -
Like branches –
And rivers...
Into cave without light, without trace into thicket.
In leaves, in ivy, in ivy - like in coat...
Not white light, not black bread: in dew
In leaves, in leaves - like in relationship too...
That did not knock on the door,
That henceforth did not happen,
That did not shout in window,
That for century didn't end!
But not enough - cave,
And not enough - grove!
If I could - I would take you
Into the womb of a cave.
If I could -
I would take.
4
On the ice floe -
Loved one,
On the mine -
Loved one,
On the ice floe, in Guyana, in Gehennah - loved one.
In the scab - desired one,
From churchyard - desired one:
Be a desired guest! Only teeth and bone - desired one!
With the under-knees angst
Till ruined darkness
By the last fight of the womb - pitied it is.
And there's no such hole, and there's no such abyss:
Loved one! Wished one! Pitied one! Struck by illness!
5
With rapid speech - with stream of water
Beating: - Loved one! Sick one! Dear!
With recitation - lingering blues:
Weak! Half-alive! Paper! See-through!
With lengthwise cut from stomach to pharynx:
Loved one! Wished one! Pitied one! Struck by illness!
6
Finally I've encountered
One that I do need:
Somebody possesses
Deadly need of me.
What to eye is rainbow,
Topsoil to the grain,
To man - is being needed
By another man.
I need more than rainbow,
More than rain or hand,
Need of my assistance
By another man.
This - wider than Ladoga
Than mountain more true -
Is need of my hand
By another's wound.
And for this that ulcerous
Palm you brought to me -
This my hand - immediately
In fire after thee!
In thoughts of another, otherwise,
Like a treasure chest not found,
Poppy by poppy, step by step - garden's
I cut off the head.
Thus, sometime in a dry summer,
On the very edge of field,
Death my light-haired head will sever
With an absent-minded hand.
By Marina Tsvetayeva
Translated from Russian by Ilya Shambat
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