• Poems to an Orphan

    From Ilya Shambat@21:1/5 to All on Sat Jan 7 16:04:45 2023
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    Icy tiara of mountains -

    Is a frame to transitory sight.

    A parting of ivy today

    I traced on the castle's granite.



    I have chased today on all roads

    Towering figures of pines.

    I have taken a tulip today

    Like a child to the chin.



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    With surrounding of mountains I hug you,

    With the granite crown of rocks.

    (That you breathe easier and sleep tighter

    I am busying you with talk.)



    With the sides of a feudal castle,

    With the ivy hands of down -

    You know - in four hundred streams and rivers

    Is the ivy, hugging the stone?



    But I'm not woodbine - and not ivy!

    Even you, dearer than my hand,

    Are not flattened - and freely let out

    Onto every side of my mind!



    Round the flower-bed, round the well too,

    Where to grey-haired ones stone will come,

    With the round pledge of an orphan -

    With the loneliness my round!



    (Thus not one silver braid did weave

    Into my light-brown braids!)

    And with river, into two parting -

    Island to create - and embrace.



    With entire Savoy and Piedmont

    And - cracking the ridge of blue -

    I embrace you with blue horizon,

    With two arms I'm embracing you.





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    (CAVE)



    If I could - I would take you

    Into the womb of a cave:

    Into the cave of a dragon,

    Into the panther's grove.



    Into the panther's - paws -

    If I could - I would take, so.



    To bosom of nature, to bed of nature.

    If I could - my own skin of panther

    I'd take off... I would give in the grove - to study!

    In bushy, in firry, in streamy, in ivy -



    Where in darkness, in dusk, and in dreaming

    Branches weave for eternal weddings!



    Where in granite, in milk and in bast

    For centuries intertwine arms -

    Like branches –

    And rivers...



    Into cave without light, without trace into thicket.

    In leaves, in ivy, in ivy - like in coat...



    Not white light, not black bread: in dew

    In leaves, in leaves - like in relationship too...



    That did not knock on the door,

    That henceforth did not happen,

    That did not shout in window,

    That for century didn't end!



    But not enough - cave,

    And not enough - grove!

    If I could - I would take you

    Into the womb of a cave.



    If I could -

    I would take.





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    On the ice floe -

    Loved one,

    On the mine -

    Loved one,

    On the ice floe, in Guyana, in Gehennah - loved one.



    In the scab - desired one,

    From churchyard - desired one:

    Be a desired guest! Only teeth and bone - desired one!



    With the under-knees angst

    Till ruined darkness

    By the last fight of the womb - pitied it is.



    And there's no such hole, and there's no such abyss:

    Loved one! Wished one! Pitied one! Struck by illness!





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    With rapid speech - with stream of water

    Beating: - Loved one! Sick one! Dear!



    With recitation - lingering blues:

    Weak! Half-alive! Paper! See-through!



    With lengthwise cut from stomach to pharynx:

    Loved one! Wished one! Pitied one! Struck by illness!



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    Finally I've encountered

    One that I do need:

    Somebody possesses

    Deadly need of me.



    What to eye is rainbow,

    Topsoil to the grain,

    To man - is being needed

    By another man.



    I need more than rainbow,

    More than rain or hand,

    Need of my assistance

    By another man.



    This - wider than Ladoga

    Than mountain more true -

    Is need of my hand

    By another's wound.



    And for this that ulcerous

    Palm you brought to me -

    This my hand - immediately

    In fire after thee!








    In thoughts of another, otherwise,

    Like a treasure chest not found,

    Poppy by poppy, step by step - garden's

    I cut off the head.



    Thus, sometime in a dry summer,

    On the very edge of field,

    Death my light-haired head will sever

    With an absent-minded hand.




    By Marina Tsvetayeva
    Translated from Russian by Ilya Shambat

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