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Is pedophilia finally cured?
For those who have missed my previous posts on the subject,
in the last nearly 21 years I have funnelled spells that have
hit me and sins that I have exhibited at at least a low level
to be adjusted by Goddess, who I define as the ruler of the
region all/everything and who many call God, to something better.
And I have at times experienced very low level pedophilic
attraction, but would never act on it, and I have funnelled
that, and supposedly the funnel adjustments have finally
been made.
I liken the funnelling process to Jesus being tempted by
Satan in the wilderness and saying “get behind me, Satan”
(into the funnel). It may also be similar to David of the
Old Testament asking his God to make his heart pure.
And a very good person is not necessarily free of
tendencies to sin but does not act on them.
This can also be seen as equivalent to putting sins
back in Pandora’s Urn (the funnel?) or box.
On a related note, Goddess supposedly has done a
mass soul fragment retrieval to heal all psychological
trauma, including intergenerational effects, and
that should have broken the chain of abuse.
However I have failed MANY times before in the
last 29 years (the common 7 plus two 11-year
sunspot cycles, so long since I have an Earth Moon
system region, though not including deep inside
the Earth and Moon), so this may prove to be
yet another Sisyphean dry run.
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https://www.nfld.com/~dalton/dtales.html Salmon on the Thorns (mystic page) "And the cart is on a wheel; And the wheel is on a hill;
And the hill is shifting sand; And inside these laws we stand" (Ferron)
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