Dear brethren and belivers in Christ and One God of Abraham.

You should not worry so much. The Scripture said:

1 Peter 5:7 KJV
Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

Isaiah 1:18 KJV
Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.

If God brought you and wife together, you should trust that He will complete His work
in your life unto salvation of both of you.

One essential thing is that it is not up to us, but up to the Lord Jesus to complete our
salvation: less rules, less work and more faith and more grace, according to what God
Promised in His Scriptures, and God cannot lie, but He promised to watch over His Word
until it is fulfilled:

Jeremiah 1:11-12 KJV
11 Moreover the word of the LORD came unto me, saying, Jeremiah, what seest thou? And
I said, I see a rod of an almond tree. 12 Then said the LORD unto me, Thou hast well
seen: for I will hasten my word to perform it.

I really think that the first thing is to start confessing sins, and do not forgive
charity and almsgiving (Galatians 2:10), all Abrahamic religions had the anointing
to cleanse wealth through almsgiving, since Abraham gave the one/tenth of his spoils
in the war of Sodomite kings to Melchisedek. He did not fight with the Sodomite kings
for spoils, but to return the family and property of his cousin (nephew) Lot.

Jeremiah also went through grave dangers to claim his rightful inheritance in Anatot,
despite Caldean siege. For some reason, despite being just material energy, wealth
and inheritance is important to God Creator in case it is blessed.

But the apostle Paul used wealth just to finance ministry and sustain the poor. This
means he sometimes endured periods of scarcity despite doing the best Law-prescribed
duties of giving to Caesar what is Caesar's and to God what is God's.

Philippians 4:12 KJV
I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things
I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.

We should go back to square one, and start learning the Holy Scriptures.

Ezekies in chapter 33 warns to replace the rotten stones in the wall become the incoming
Caldean siege of Jerusalem.

The reason was the Israelites wouldn't stop enslaving and sacrificing to Moloch, Baal
and Astarte and to golden calfs on high places on their own. Somebody had to put an
end on this, without innocent blood falling on the prophets and the righteous of
Israel (Jacob and Judah) for punishing Ephraim's sins.

I admonish you and your wife to confess sins: though you are not transgressors as I
am, the old unrepented sins and unforgiveness are the doors through which the Thief
steals blessings, including material prosperity (John 10:10).

Many churches are full of "whitened sepulchers" "justified by faith and grace", who
do not confess sins and think they cannot lose salvation in Christ no matter what
blasphemies and simony they commit.

Brother Derek Prince taught that curses are best cleansed by the Blood of the Lamb
of God without blemish or spot (1 Peter 1:18-19), but it took me 31 years to put that
in effective faith. Many false teachers taught that it is sufficient that "the sin
is covered under the rug of the Blood of Christ", and generally, that sins are best
confessed to a private God and private Christ or not at all.

This reduces faith to superstition, as brother Ernest Modersohn writes in "Under the
Power of Satan", which made Adolph Hitler his contemporary consider Catholic religion
and Protestantism a superstition, a showplay and a Carneval. Brother Modersohn witnesses growing number of occult and witchcraft in Germany since his attempt of
revival in 1900 CE, and then also followed hypnosis and psychotherapy, greatly encouraged
by the Nazi regime.

Dr. Wilhelm Reich also witnesses about the State and NSDAP-led Party suppression of sexuality
and sodomy through the means which are known to history. The grace of 1 Corinthians 6:9-11
did not exist without the holy conception of Jesus Christ by the blessed virgin Mary,
which invalidated promise in Isaiah 7:14 that "virgin shall conceive and bring forth a
male child called Emanuel". Also, the eugenics attempt to create an Übermensch through
controlled mating in camps for youth increased the danger of inbreeding, for they tried
to create a Messiah through genetic manipulation and occult mind programming, immitating
the puppet speakers and politicians of Soviet Bolseviks.

Uncle Dolph hated the homosexuality and lesbiandom that grew in the Weimar Republic,
plus the six-digit inflation of fiat money, distributeed from the printing press for
which real gold, family silver and commodities were bought earned with hard work with
worthless paper, and so have been the prostitutes, with thousand millions of Reichsmarks
being brought to shop for the groceries, while family silver was pawned in the pawn shops
and never seen again. There was also a war reparation on the Weimar Republic for
the WW1 damage, but in fact it was assassination of Ferdinand Habsburg that triggered
the war, in which the Allied Force sided with the Serbian regime, as it is known from
history.

Without the faith in God and confessing sins, there is no way that the "Lamb of God
would take away the sins of the world" (John 1:29). Lord Jesus preached building on
the foundation of John the Baptist, who already had done work in confessing the sins
of the prostitutes and tax collectors (Mark 1:5) and those later accepted Jesus, who
were written in the Book of Life (Acts 13:48). The Pharisees and the scribes did not
come to be baptised by John, so they did not believe Christ later either.

But some later believed on account of Paul the apostle, for they already believed in
the Judgment Day and the Final White Throne Judgment, spirits and angels. The Saducees
who denied any supernatural and non-material spirit, angel, ghost or resurrection
of the Last Day were applying the Law of Moses, much of it replaced by human teaching
as if Law of Moses-based scientology.

The purpose of this intentional, as one can profit from sin like sexual immorality,
sodomy, paedophila, ilicit substance abuse, organised female, male and child prostitution,
black medicine, war industry, fraudulent trade and contracts, hyperinflation, and utilise all kinds of seven abominations for political and commercial gain.

Essentially, the empires, ideologies, hegemonies, influencers, important names are
all exalted above the Name of the One God Creator of the Universe, the God of Abraham,
who ascended through trying and testing and despising the inferior worships after the
apostasy following the building of the tower of Babel to the faith the Most High God
Creator and God of all flesh (Jeremiah 32:27).

In the Weimar Republic's whoredoms, and all the German witchcrafts and superstitions,
all respect for baptism, blood, Golgotha, Holy Scriptures and cross of Calvary was lost,
and replaced with the cult of State, personality of Adolph Hitler and the Nazi NSDAP
worker's Party.

As the prophet Ezekiel warned, before the Caldean invasion from the North, that the
"rotten stones in the Jerusalem wall should be replaced, rather the repainted and
withwashed by worthless mortar and paint, that has no archierctural strength, but is
a mere facade that cannot stand an earthquake.

Ezekiel 13:10 KJV
10 Because, even because they have seduced my people, saying, Peace; and there was no peace; and one built up a wall, and, lo, others daubed it with untempered
morter: 11 Say unto them which daub it with untempered morter, that it shall fall:
there shall be an overflowing shower; and ye, O great hailstones, shall fall; and
a stormy wind shall rend it.

taphel: Worthless, insipid, untempered

So, as any man's work will go through a trial of fire, it is important what building
material we use:

1 Corinthians 3:10-15 KJV
10 According to the grace of God which is given unto me, as a wise masterbuilder,
I have laid the foundation, and another buildeth thereon. But let every man take
heed how he buildeth thereupon. 11 For other foundation can no man lay than that
is laid, which is Jesus Christ. 12 Now if any man build upon this foundation gold,
silver, precious stones, wood, hay, stubble; 13 Every man's work shall be made manifest: for the day shall declare it, because it shall be revealed by fire; and the fire shall try every man's work of what sort it is. 14 If any man's work
abide which he hath built thereupon, he shall receive a reward. 15 If any man's work shall be burned, he shall suffer loss: but he himself shall be saved; yet so
as by fire.

Many, mostly women and girls, build with plastic of witchcraft and enchantments,
seduction, preparation for the wealthy marriage, building in themselves powerful
defilement and unclean and unnatural lusts.

They claim righteousness, so each on of them will receive according to their deeds, unless they confess themselves sinners and ask God for forgiveness.

Generally, while I thought that all of the anointings of science, technology, digital technonogy, microwave towers, and gamma and chemo treatments and crematoriums
anointed for Moloch, the star of god Remphan and yet unknown god of impenetrable
fortifications, as of Daniel 11:38.

And are built for profit, it turned out that behind them is a deliberate plan to connect vengeance and profit, poisoning fertility and causing the incarnation
and birth of the offspring that does not yet have their own sins, having not done
good or evil (Romans 9:11), but have the nature that cannot understand the existence or
salvation of God in Christ Jesus of Nazareth.

In "Imaginary Jew", a writer said that the Nazis in the post-communist Weimar Republic
were also aware of the "great transfer of wealth in just a couple of years" already
in the French "burgeois revolution" in the 1780s, just as in the Weimar Republic
and the Great World Depression.

The key is to preach the Word of God and the Gospel, for without faith, through sacrament ministered by people without faith who came to power through marriage of Church and State and through simony, there is no salvation, save by the grace of God
and the faith in God and salvation in Christ.

We are still "withened sepulchres", and for most of us God and Calvary (Golgotha)
are nothing more than trademarks like the company names or the cult of politicians,
that are now esteemed more than music bands, actors, sport athletes, musicians, philosophers, artists, or scientists.

According to our nature, our faith and the state of our souls, without the holy matrimony and godly offspring as of Malachi 2:15, we get birth to the offspring with the carnal nature of ours or worse, according to our doings.

2 Corinthians 13:1 KJV
This is the third time I am coming to you. In the mouth of two or three witnesses
shall every word be established.

The lower sky is polluted with anointed microwave and gamma radiation, and also the anointed black sattelites. The medicine uses anointed chemo and gamma treatments,
and after torment, the poor end up in the anointed crematorium popularly called "Cemntara", possibly indicating using the ashes of the deceased as the material for building.

There is a sign of the sacrifice of Moloch, of the most intelligent white males and females, most notably firstborns, who are first led to achieve excellence, and then lead to "walk through fire" to Moloch. The other worship originating already in the Sinai desert is the star of god Remphan, which is equaled by
the scholars to Roman Saturn or his Greek Cronus equivalent (as prophet Amos documented in Amos 5:10).

Stephen the first martyr witnessed the same in Acts 7:42-43, after which he
was immediately stoned, with young student of Gamaliel named Saul as a witness, who later became known as the Paul of Tarsis.

Additional factor of difficulty could be black or white enchanted sacraments and
black grace, in union with the red methods of torment and red Moon harsh "zulum"
torments for punishments of wrongdoing and to repair.

The art idols and also the idols of religion are "sanctified" through seven abominations and then blessed by religion blessing, together with ascending simony and various false sacraments for the enemies of religion, for which the holiness of life does not apply.

Such souls are then indulged into seven sins and seven abominations, kept in debt
slavery (a.k.a. "Sixteen Tons", working for less than the price of production), and additionally the angels who pray for the dead souls are at peril to be sodomised
themselves.

in the LORD God Jehovah of hosts, Christ Jesus holy name
and the Holy Spirit of God holy Name
Amen
Amen
Amen
Amen

a disciple

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