but i screwed it up.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
but i screwed it up.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something. >>>
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
and who could ever love a yutz?interpretation.
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
interpretation.and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
and there ya have ya
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i can't answer and you wouldn't understand me any
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:gates of life into a yutz.
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the narrow
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
i can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
i can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
no you didn't you always asked me to explain
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
i hope , giving you the benefit of the doubti can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
no you didn't you always asked me to explainsometimes maybe
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
i can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
no you didn't you always asked me to explainsometimes maybe
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...i hope , giving you the benefit of the doubt
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how you spend youri can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
no you didn't you always asked me to explainsometimes maybe
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
but some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do and reject thewhen you said stay / move...i hope , giving you the benefit of the doubt
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have explainedit all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago. and a
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the samethings, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through
s interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist'
the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how you spendbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do and rejecti hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago.
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have
things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the same
speedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
don't
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote:the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how you spendbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do and rejecti hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago.
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have
things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the same
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
i'll die after i see this calf get bornedspeedily
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?"
if it's even a question in the first place.
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow through the
interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one artist's
ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how you spend yourbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do and reject thei hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago.
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have
things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the same
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
i'll die after i see this calf get borned
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though.
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how you spendbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do and rejecti hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago.
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have
same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the
speedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
don'ti'm not
On 2022-07-26 6:16 p.m., roach wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 12:11:09 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> but i screwed it up.
i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-(
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
reject the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how youbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do andi hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini can't answer and you wouldn't understand me anyand there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
i think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in private
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of chicago.
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could have
same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the
i'm notdon'tspeedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
i meant it's like it's happening to me...through my passivity. and then following along...
i didn't mean anything insulting. that would be supremely "outrageous." :)
(ps the main thing is sinking into my couch. it's driving me mad. i need to move........?)
move
On 2022-07-26 6:50 p.m., roach wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 6:26:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:16 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 12:11:09 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
time to change my mind somehow...
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
reject the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how youbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do andi hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in privatei can't answer and you wouldn't understand me any >>>>>>>>>>>>>>and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
have explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could
same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly the
movei'm notdon'tspeedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
i meant it's like it's happening to me...through my passivity. and then following along...
i didn't mean anything insulting. that would be supremely "outrageous." :)
(ps the main thing is sinking into my couch. it's driving me mad. i need to move........?)
how can i, i'm not real, remember?
ok then don't move
On 2022-07-26 7:47 p.m., roach wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 7:24:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:50 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 6:26:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:16 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 12:11:09 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
reject the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how youbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do andi hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in privatei can't answer and you wouldn't understand me any >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
have explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could
the same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly
to my disabilities when i am crying out for moral support, and not just to you, after THIRTY YEARS of leading me on, let's just round up.ok then don't movemovei'm notdon'tspeedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
i meant it's like it's happening to me...through my passivity. and then following along...
i didn't mean anything insulting. that would be supremely "outrageous." :)
(ps the main thing is sinking into my couch. it's driving me mad. i need to move........?)
how can i, i'm not real, remember?
i'm sorry. i was being somewhat sarcastic. it's just...you're so abrasive at times, it *seems*...like you're trying to show off to other people reading about how little you care for me and it's as if you are flaunting how unsympathetic you really are
other choice than to be your own friend year after year, and are f*cking so sick of yourself and need to share, but have inordinate difficulties finding the right people, and telling the woman whom you met for a brief moment that the only thing you wantthere's a big difference between BEGGING for a friend, (and more, in its due time...you can come in the morning, and if you are nice and decent, i have a queen size bed...since you're such a big boy...that could be one reason), when you've had no
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
On 2022-07-26 7:47 p.m., roach wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 7:24:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:50 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 6:26:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:16 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 12:11:09 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
reject the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how youbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do andi hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in privatei can't answer and you wouldn't understand me any >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
have explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could
the same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly
to my disabilities when i am crying out for moral support, and not just to you, after THIRTY YEARS of leading me on, let's just round up.ok then don't movemovei'm notdon'tspeedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
i meant it's like it's happening to me...through my passivity. and then following along...
i didn't mean anything insulting. that would be supremely "outrageous." :)
(ps the main thing is sinking into my couch. it's driving me mad. i need to move........?)
how can i, i'm not real, remember?
i'm sorry. i was being somewhat sarcastic. it's just...you're so abrasive at times, it *seems*...like you're trying to show off to other people reading about how little you care for me and it's as if you are flaunting how unsympathetic you really are
other choice than to be your own friend year after year, and are f*cking so sick of yourself and need to share, but have inordinate difficulties finding the right people, and telling the woman whom you met for a brief moment that the only thing you wantthere's a big difference between BEGGING for a friend, (and more, in its due time...you can come in the morning, and if you are nice and decent, i have a queen size bed...since you're such a big boy...that could be one reason), when you've had no
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
what would they do
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
what would they doI'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
--what would they do
-v
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
what would they doI'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
--
-v
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care >>>>>>> worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care >>>
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addict
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they doMan, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive care worker?".
--
-Creon
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive >> care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
On 2022-07-26 7:47 p.m., roach wrote:through the narrow gates of life into a yutz.
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 7:24:59 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:50 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 6:26:01 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 6:16 p.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 12:11:09 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:44:13 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
On 2022-07-26 11:38 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:36:55 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 11:07:01 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 10:51 a.m., roach wrote:
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:49:42 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:29 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:22:04 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 10:19:37 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-26 9:24 a.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:47:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 8:44 p.m., roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 8:31:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On 2022-07-25 7:38 p.m., roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 7:24:58 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Monday, July 25, 2022 at 1:01:54 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
but i screwed it up.
the things weren't glued down permanently, and they were attracted to the sticky part of the hovering tape, and i was slow aiming it, so they got applied totally f*cked up. (pm*u*m)
fortunately, i was able to fix most of it through pulling it off, i got so lucky. but then in *re*applying it...one thing was on an angle, when it was supposed to be straight. i wasn't attentive and careful enough.
it looked awful. i didn't know what to do for a while, and was terribly upset.
so eventually, i added another one, on the other side, opposite, which i was so fortunate, i just HAPPENED to have another ONE from the same set of things, matching/similar.
i don't think it really fixed it, though. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i kept looking at it, like, these should be level...and thinking, what would it MEAN? to be diagonal like that???
but i'm drawing a blank.
i mean, actually, after today's writing, i can kind of think of something.
it's about ME! ha ha. what a joke. :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but that really begs the question, who is "ME?" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
if it's even a question in the first place. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i could use a drink, like they say. but i don't drink.
time to change my mind somehow... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i also messed up something i wrote, but i couldn't cross it out, that would look bad, so i tried to make the best of it, and write it with the error which regrettably changed my prose for the worse.
what am i supposed to do? i can't help it. i've been so traumatized and abused by my destiny (never even believed in that before, don't really know what to believe in anymore, if anything) i've turned from a sharp-shooting arrow
artist's interpretation.
and who could ever love a yutz?
it's too depressing to even try to improve my physique, because i am not merely an object, that is demeaning to personhood and gifted mind. (relative to the rest of the population)(of earth)
but i really don't want to be a junky. it's nothing towards which to aspire. it's a pathetic, lonesome, broken life.
i wish my pre-destined soulmate loved me and wanted to come meet me again, and reinvigorate my hopeless heart.....before he dies, and before i sink further into the waters of oblivion. :(
i just want what everybody else has, mostly, in my peer group. and i've suffered more than one could ever even imagine, other than concentration camps, and the like, although my intellectual brother said the videos were merely one
reject the ones we don't, and as we continue learning, picking and choosing as we go along, (unless i had better sources, and i could consequently take them all, but you don't see fit to help me with that, maybe you are not qualified) and is that how youbut some things, i totally disagree with you. like when you said as if you were a TEACHER, about learning the word "quip" and how it made you so smart, like you were playing with a child, but there are reasons we know the words we do andi hope , giving you the benefit of the doubtsometimes maybeno you didn't you always asked me to explaini think you do this on purpose, i almost always understood you in privatei can't answer and you wouldn't understand me any >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and there ya have ya
on the other hand, he thinks covid is inane, whereas i keep hearing of people, again and again, at the perimeters of my immediate little circle, who have, well, died.
maybe it's my location. :-(
some romance.
trying to scramble my mind ?
or some things i think i figured out later, how you weren't being a dick
when you said stay / move...
have explained it all to you in those isolated times i did when i was hypomanic. i blew everyone else away when i was doing that. in princeton, with my mother, my friends and at the jewish center study group of men on the weekend. at the university of
and when i am healthy and fit and able to read, my mind doesn't even waste time, i read the books i want and go straight for the ultimate spiritual comprehension, and keep going and don't look back. too bad you weren't around and i could
the same things, i'd be pretty shocked, each person has his own unique perspectives, although apparently we think a lot of the same bullsh*t, too, as we share in usenet, as well, garbage fit for the sewers, as check said.
maybe you'd be interested in helping me get there again so i can do that some more, and share it with you, because i think you deserve it. maybe you already see it all, too, but i can't tell online. but i'd be surprised if we see exactly
to my disabilities when i am crying out for moral support, and not just to you, after THIRTY YEARS of leading me on, let's just round up.ok then don't movemovei'm notdon'tspeedilyi'll die after i see this calf get borned
otherwise, i don't really give a sh*t.
i can just as well sit here and do nothing. we're all going to die anyway.
sorry poor editing i see an extraneous and....
sorry there is a fine line between being peppy and being obnoxious, but i'm getting pissed off. :(
this isn't what i want to be doing with my life.
i meant it's like it's happening to me...through my passivity. and then following along...
i didn't mean anything insulting. that would be supremely "outrageous." :)
(ps the main thing is sinking into my couch. it's driving me mad. i need to move........?)
how can i, i'm not real, remember?
i'm sorry. i was being somewhat sarcastic. it's just...you're so abrasive at times, it *seems*...like you're trying to show off to other people reading about how little you care for me and it's as if you are flaunting how unsympathetic you really are
other choice than to be your own friend year after year, and are f*cking so sick of yourself and need to share, but have inordinate difficulties finding the right people, and telling the woman whom you met for a brief moment that the only thing you wantthere's a big difference between BEGGING for a friend, (and more, in its due time...you can come in the morning, and if you are nice and decent, i have a queen size bed...since you're such a big boy...that could be one reason), when you've had no
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care worker
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make >> inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care >>>>>>> worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:07:26 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make >> inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote: >>>>> On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:
what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care. >>>>>
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care >>>>>>> worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
even if it is all about ME, SOWhat!?!??!?if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 10:04:44 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:07:26 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>> On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote: >>>>> On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care. >>>>>
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care >>>>>>> worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
well, i couldn't get out today, no cabs, so i'll run errands next week.even if it is all about ME, SOWhat!?!??!?if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
i've finally figured out what it is, btw. and this is just the beginning.
drum roll, please.... ;-)
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 6:40:39 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 10:04:44 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:07:26 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>> On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote: >>>>> On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote:I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care. >>>>>
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
than basic needs, and like i said, i mean, i even RESENT that i have to have one, you know, when they first came out, there were reports on cbs (i think it was), about mobile phones, and people growing brain tumors behind their ears. so it is for thiswell, i couldn't get out today, no cabs, so i'll run errands next week.even if it is all about ME, SOWhat!?!??!?if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
i've finally figured out what it is, btw. and this is just the beginning.
drum roll, please.... ;-)my lyft credits were wiped out, and i forgot to pay, so i couldn't get it.
hey, guess what? i finally got an obamaphone. it's not set up yet, i need help from the new trustee, i don't really want one, it's just because the world is forcing me to have one to keep up, i can barely get around. i'm not using it for anything other
IF, for some reason, i come to find that i ENJOY having a cellphone, and LIKE IT, and WANT ONE, like to take photos or well, really use it as a way to stay organized, you know, with all the contacts, just sort of the way people do nowadays, never arewithout their phones....well, see, I just don't like that. I don't think it's healthy. (to finish the thought, I will then buy an iPhone like everyone else, and join the modern world, but I just don't like where it's going.)
I really only got one because it's SO HARD to get around, and humiliating, always having to ask for help from the establishment, to call for my ride service once I am out. And the second reason, is because we live in perilous times, with climate change,fires, evacuations, people keeping a packed bag with essentials in case of emergency by their doors, I feel I MUST have one for basic safety and self-preservation. So again, Obamacare. I mean, IF I NEEDED IT LIKE THAT, that would just be a disaster, and
Anyway, I am just so wary of the phone. People like them more than sex. They are ruining the art of conversation, human relations, and even the human body. A young woman in the laundromat (did I say this, I forget), was talking with me about her phone,and I was asking questions, and she told me about and showed me her pinky finger. She said, see, this is what is happening to "all of us," meaning the younger generation, for whom the phone is like a new appendage. It was literally bent in, in a
Btw, the laptop isn't great, either. I mean, I am sitting on the couch and sinking into it, and disintegrating my discs, and shrinking. I have to fix it somehow. I LEARNED the proper sitting position for the computer as a child, but I haven't listened,and now I am paying the insidious consequences, the worst of it being psychological trauma of having gone from a bit of a tall person, into a not even tall at all person. And still shrinking....I just....get up and down so much, I just don't see as how I
My hearing is better than the lowest tone on the test for humans, according to the test, possibly different standards than back east, I don't know, same as IQ, I totally question it. My eyes were sharp better than 20/20 until after turning 50, and now,it's scary, I mean, I can't see (reading). And it SUCKS, because I go back and forth and back and forth, between computer and TV screen, like with tennis on, when there is a good play, it catches my ear, and I look, because I like watching the good plays,
Someone had his thinking hat on when he said go back to Princeton all those years ago. It's just....I never really felt like I totally fit in....and secondly. the notion of abandoning my pursuit of the man who took my genitals after I had become chaste,and I was psychotic, and thought he knew me, and had called for me to come down (the balcony), at his show, and then took to the public air waves to communicate with me, at woodstock, on mtv, and then on his albums, winning grammys and an academy award,
But I don't know him well enough to know what his true intentions are. There was a poem in poetry about a rose in a Bible, about the writer knowing there were two people who belonged together, I thought it meant Marc and me.ever together or not, or what, and it's disgusting. This whole thing is fucking inhumane, as if women's reproduction is wrong, and it's solely the provenance of a woman to ask the man, when the man is supposed to ask the woman, and honor her, and provide
I am suspicious he is trying to prove a point about Jews, how we all love each other and look out for each other, and even if he never comes back, that I would go back to Marc, like I made some mistake, or Bob didn't even give a shit about if we were
And I was a healthy woman, or could have been, there was no reason not to, but it was crazy at the Kabbalah center, like mob psychology, and I was on Ionomin as well, and it just accelerated, into mania and ultimately psychosis, and they turned it intosomething....unhealthy. And they did it to ME, and MY BODY, and MY MIND, and MY LIFE.
and quite frankly, I don't even know if I am the sole victim of this crime against humanity or not.make it. Good luck.
You think I am exaggerating? You think you can stand on some intellectual high ground and blow this off? (not you (ykwya), the rest of you). Live my life. Please, I throw open the doors and give you a good spank to get going. I laugh at you. I hope you
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 8:06:32 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 7:37:43 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 6:40:39 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 10:04:44 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:07:26 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote: >>>>>what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
other than basic needs, and like i said, i mean, i even RESENT that i have to have one, you know, when they first came out, there were reports on cbs (i think it was), about mobile phones, and people growing brain tumors behind their ears. so it is forwell, i couldn't get out today, no cabs, so i'll run errands next week.even if it is all about ME, SOWhat!?!??!?if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
i've finally figured out what it is, btw. and this is just the beginning.
drum roll, please.... ;-)my lyft credits were wiped out, and i forgot to pay, so i couldn't get it.
hey, guess what? i finally got an obamaphone. it's not set up yet, i need help from the new trustee, i don't really want one, it's just because the world is forcing me to have one to keep up, i can barely get around. i'm not using it for anything
are without their phones....well, see, I just don't like that. I don't think it's healthy. (to finish the thought, I will then buy an iPhone like everyone else, and join the modern world, but I just don't like where it's going.)IF, for some reason, i come to find that i ENJOY having a cellphone, and LIKE IT, and WANT ONE, like to take photos or well, really use it as a way to stay organized, you know, with all the contacts, just sort of the way people do nowadays, never
change, fires, evacuations, people keeping a packed bag with essentials in case of emergency by their doors, I feel I MUST have one for basic safety and self-preservation. So again, Obamacare. I mean, IF I NEEDED IT LIKE THAT, that would just be aI really only got one because it's SO HARD to get around, and humiliating, always having to ask for help from the establishment, to call for my ride service once I am out. And the second reason, is because we live in perilous times, with climate
phone, and I was asking questions, and she told me about and showed me her pinky finger. She said, see, this is what is happening to "all of us," meaning the younger generation, for whom the phone is like a new appendage. It was literally bent in, in aAnyway, I am just so wary of the phone. People like them more than sex. They are ruining the art of conversation, human relations, and even the human body. A young woman in the laundromat (did I say this, I forget), was talking with me about her
listened, and now I am paying the insidious consequences, the worst of it being psychological trauma of having gone from a bit of a tall person, into a not even tall at all person. And still shrinking....I just....get up and down so much, I just don'tBtw, the laptop isn't great, either. I mean, I am sitting on the couch and sinking into it, and disintegrating my discs, and shrinking. I have to fix it somehow. I LEARNED the proper sitting position for the computer as a child, but I haven't
now, it's scary, I mean, I can't see (reading). And it SUCKS, because I go back and forth and back and forth, between computer and TV screen, like with tennis on, when there is a good play, it catches my ear, and I look, because I like watching the goodMy hearing is better than the lowest tone on the test for humans, according to the test, possibly different standards than back east, I don't know, same as IQ, I totally question it. My eyes were sharp better than 20/20 until after turning 50, and
chaste, and I was psychotic, and thought he knew me, and had called for me to come down (the balcony), at his show, and then took to the public air waves to communicate with me, at woodstock, on mtv, and then on his albums, winning grammys and an academySomeone had his thinking hat on when he said go back to Princeton all those years ago. It's just....I never really felt like I totally fit in....and secondly. the notion of abandoning my pursuit of the man who took my genitals after I had become
were ever together or not, or what, and it's disgusting. This whole thing is fucking inhumane, as if women's reproduction is wrong, and it's solely the provenance of a woman to ask the man, when the man is supposed to ask the woman, and honor her, andBut I don't know him well enough to know what his true intentions are. There was a poem in poetry about a rose in a Bible, about the writer knowing there were two people who belonged together, I thought it meant Marc and me.
I am suspicious he is trying to prove a point about Jews, how we all love each other and look out for each other, and even if he never comes back, that I would go back to Marc, like I made some mistake, or Bob didn't even give a shit about if we
into something....unhealthy. And they did it to ME, and MY BODY, and MY MIND, and MY LIFE.And I was a healthy woman, or could have been, there was no reason not to, but it was crazy at the Kabbalah center, like mob psychology, and I was on Ionomin as well, and it just accelerated, into mania and ultimately psychosis, and they turned it
you make it. Good luck.and quite frankly, I don't even know if I am the sole victim of this crime against humanity or not.
You think I am exaggerating? You think you can stand on some intellectual high ground and blow this off? (not you (ykwya), the rest of you). Live my life. Please, I throw open the doors and give you a good spank to get going. I laugh at you. I hope
knew inside, there was no time to think, until he left to go back to the midwest for pesach (passover), and i was back home alone, left to think it all over, everything i had learned and knew, etc...and then i thought, maybe even if it was from bob,btw, i liked the poem when i thought, maybe it was a coincidence, and truly written by jim, and having it remind me of marc, and our true love romance, as best friends, and he was going to introduce me to bob, i thought...or rather, just felt like i
and home and leave his wife alone, and then dental river from poetry, aka black rider, stopped talking with me in private email, and when hi and i were writing poetry online, he got jealous, and that was the end of pastor corey, and i lost one of thebut if it was by bob, about marc and me, i don't think that is his place to decide for me who my only option in life is going to be, like he sings, you dance with whom they tell you to or you don't dance at all, and he tells black rider to go back
EFFORT TO TELL MYSELF THAT I NEED TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE.i know this doesn't make any sense either, but if he doesn't come back soon, i will fucking KILL HIM. i will TORTURE HIS SOUL IN THE BOWELS OF HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY IF THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE DOESN'T GET BACK HERE SOON.
AND HE IS FUCKING WITH EVERYBODY, HE WAS VERY NICE TO ME IN PRIVATE. AND HE'S EVEN PLAYING GAMES ON HIS ALBUMS, BUT I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE SAYING, TO REDEEM HIM. HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT.
HE IS A FUCKING PUSSY, AND HE SPRAINED MY ANKLE, AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY, AND I WANT TO KILL HIM AND I WANT HIM TO GET BACK HERE IMMEDIATELY. AND THEN I WILL FORGIVE HIM, AND LET HIM EXPLAIN HIMSELF, AS BEST HE CAN, THIS IS CALLING UPON AN IMMENSE
place.IT'S JUST, HOW FORGIVING AND PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING CAN A WOMAN BE EXPECTED TO *BE*!?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?! AND GIVING UP OR MOVING ON IS *NOT* AN OPTION WHEN IT'S ABOUT SAVING YOUR FUCKING *SOUL*.H. and i were like that a bit in princeton, but i was way way way happier (and healthier) when i met and was with marc, so we had a million times more fun, and it was in a very special context, i thought, where i felt like i had found my people and my
but it didn't last long.
and then it was over.
but i never got over it.
anyone?
anyone?
bueller?
bueller?
voo...doo...voodoo economics?
bob, why are you trying to humiliate me?
i'm right here, you stupid idiot. don't pretend like you don't know.
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 7:37:43 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 6:40:39 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 10:04:44 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:07:26 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
On Thursday, July 28, 2022 at 8:02:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
roach wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 4:04:04 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
In <053ba6f1-672e-419f...@googlegroups.com>, roach
<roac...@gmail.com> wrote:
On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 11:33:58 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>> On Wednesday, July 27, 2022 at 10:39:05 AM UTC-7, vallor wrote:Man, if only there were a worldwide database where someone could make
On Wed, 27 Jul 2022 10:09:02 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:what would they do
On Tuesday, July 26, 2022 at 8:50:39 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>I'm not sure, but I think they would provide supportive care.
i haven't known you for 30 years and i'm not a supportive care
worker
what would they do
--
-v
in general, i mean. just generally, how do they provide supportive care
just the headlines of what they do
inquiries and get definite answers to questions like "what is a supportive
care worker?".
--
-Creon
is that what % has to help clean out his dirty asshole
other than basic needs, and like i said, i mean, i even RESENT that i have to have one, you know, when they first came out, there were reports on cbs (i think it was), about mobile phones, and people growing brain tumors behind their ears. so it is forwell, i couldn't get out today, no cabs, so i'll run errands next week.even if it is all about ME, SOWhat!?!??!?if you can’t stop eating ass are you considered a crack addictno , you're a hungry jack
i've finally figured out what it is, btw. and this is just the beginning.
drum roll, please.... ;-)my lyft credits were wiped out, and i forgot to pay, so i couldn't get it.
hey, guess what? i finally got an obamaphone. it's not set up yet, i need help from the new trustee, i don't really want one, it's just because the world is forcing me to have one to keep up, i can barely get around. i'm not using it for anything
without their phones....well, see, I just don't like that. I don't think it's healthy. (to finish the thought, I will then buy an iPhone like everyone else, and join the modern world, but I just don't like where it's going.)IF, for some reason, i come to find that i ENJOY having a cellphone, and LIKE IT, and WANT ONE, like to take photos or well, really use it as a way to stay organized, you know, with all the contacts, just sort of the way people do nowadays, never are
change, fires, evacuations, people keeping a packed bag with essentials in case of emergency by their doors, I feel I MUST have one for basic safety and self-preservation. So again, Obamacare. I mean, IF I NEEDED IT LIKE THAT, that would just be aI really only got one because it's SO HARD to get around, and humiliating, always having to ask for help from the establishment, to call for my ride service once I am out. And the second reason, is because we live in perilous times, with climate
phone, and I was asking questions, and she told me about and showed me her pinky finger. She said, see, this is what is happening to "all of us," meaning the younger generation, for whom the phone is like a new appendage. It was literally bent in, in aAnyway, I am just so wary of the phone. People like them more than sex. They are ruining the art of conversation, human relations, and even the human body. A young woman in the laundromat (did I say this, I forget), was talking with me about her
listened, and now I am paying the insidious consequences, the worst of it being psychological trauma of having gone from a bit of a tall person, into a not even tall at all person. And still shrinking....I just....get up and down so much, I just don'tBtw, the laptop isn't great, either. I mean, I am sitting on the couch and sinking into it, and disintegrating my discs, and shrinking. I have to fix it somehow. I LEARNED the proper sitting position for the computer as a child, but I haven't
now, it's scary, I mean, I can't see (reading). And it SUCKS, because I go back and forth and back and forth, between computer and TV screen, like with tennis on, when there is a good play, it catches my ear, and I look, because I like watching the goodMy hearing is better than the lowest tone on the test for humans, according to the test, possibly different standards than back east, I don't know, same as IQ, I totally question it. My eyes were sharp better than 20/20 until after turning 50, and
chaste, and I was psychotic, and thought he knew me, and had called for me to come down (the balcony), at his show, and then took to the public air waves to communicate with me, at woodstock, on mtv, and then on his albums, winning grammys and an academySomeone had his thinking hat on when he said go back to Princeton all those years ago. It's just....I never really felt like I totally fit in....and secondly. the notion of abandoning my pursuit of the man who took my genitals after I had become
ever together or not, or what, and it's disgusting. This whole thing is fucking inhumane, as if women's reproduction is wrong, and it's solely the provenance of a woman to ask the man, when the man is supposed to ask the woman, and honor her, and provideBut I don't know him well enough to know what his true intentions are. There was a poem in poetry about a rose in a Bible, about the writer knowing there were two people who belonged together, I thought it meant Marc and me.
I am suspicious he is trying to prove a point about Jews, how we all love each other and look out for each other, and even if he never comes back, that I would go back to Marc, like I made some mistake, or Bob didn't even give a shit about if we were
into something....unhealthy. And they did it to ME, and MY BODY, and MY MIND, and MY LIFE.And I was a healthy woman, or could have been, there was no reason not to, but it was crazy at the Kabbalah center, like mob psychology, and I was on Ionomin as well, and it just accelerated, into mania and ultimately psychosis, and they turned it
you make it. Good luck.and quite frankly, I don't even know if I am the sole victim of this crime against humanity or not.
You think I am exaggerating? You think you can stand on some intellectual high ground and blow this off? (not you (ykwya), the rest of you). Live my life. Please, I throw open the doors and give you a good spank to get going. I laugh at you. I hope
btw, i liked the poem when i thought, maybe it was a coincidence, and truly written by jim, and having it remind me of marc, and our true love romance, as best friends, and he was going to introduce me to bob, i thought...or rather, just felt like iknew inside, there was no time to think, until he left to go back to the midwest for pesach (passover), and i was back home alone, left to think it all over, everything i had learned and knew, etc...and then i thought, maybe even if it was from bob,
but if it was by bob, about marc and me, i don't think that is his place to decide for me who my only option in life is going to be, like he sings, you dance with whom they tell you to or you don't dance at all, and he tells black rider to go back andhome and leave his wife alone, and then dental river from poetry, aka black rider, stopped talking with me in private email, and when hi and i were writing poetry online, he got jealous, and that was the end of pastor corey, and i lost one of the very
i know this doesn't make any sense either, but if he doesn't come back soon, i will fucking KILL HIM. i will TORTURE HIS SOUL IN THE BOWELS OF HELL FOR ALL ETERNITY IF THAT FUCKING ASSHOLE DOESN'T GET BACK HERE SOON.EFFORT TO TELL MYSELF THAT I NEED TO GIVE HIM A CHANCE.
AND HE IS FUCKING WITH EVERYBODY, HE WAS VERY NICE TO ME IN PRIVATE. AND HE'S EVEN PLAYING GAMES ON HIS ALBUMS, BUT I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE SAYING, TO REDEEM HIM. HE DOESN'T DESERVE IT.
HE IS A FUCKING PUSSY, AND HE SPRAINED MY ANKLE, AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY, AND I WANT TO KILL HIM AND I WANT HIM TO GET BACK HERE IMMEDIATELY. AND THEN I WILL FORGIVE HIM, AND LET HIM EXPLAIN HIMSELF, AS BEST HE CAN, THIS IS CALLING UPON AN IMMENSE
IT'S JUST, HOW FORGIVING AND PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING CAN A WOMAN BE EXPECTED TO *BE*!?!??!??!?!?!?!??!?! AND GIVING UP OR MOVING ON IS *NOT* AN OPTION WHEN IT'S ABOUT SAVING YOUR FUCKING *SOUL*.
well, saul and david is on jltv tonight. i don't know what it is, because right now it's about shriner's hospital for children to help the poor nice little children. and then there will be a commercial for veterans, and they want you to give money tohelp all the poor nice injured people who went to go kill lots of other people.
it's all good.
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:17:18 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:help all the poor nice injured people who went to go kill lots of other people.
well, saul and david is on jltv tonight. i don't know what it is, because right now it's about shriner's hospital for children to help the poor nice little children. and then there will be a commercial for veterans, and they want you to give money to
it's all good.wow, it's from a 1964 MOVIE from hollywood i guess. but the resolution and picture is really poor, so forget it.
just thought i'd mention it......
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:18:50 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:to help all the poor nice injured people who went to go kill lots of other people.
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:17:18 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
well, saul and david is on jltv tonight. i don't know what it is, because right now it's about shriner's hospital for children to help the poor nice little children. and then there will be a commercial for veterans, and they want you to give money
it's all good.wow, it's from a 1964 MOVIE from hollywood i guess. but the resolution and picture is really poor, so forget it.
just thought i'd mention it......i thought maybe it would be animation for kids or something.
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:39:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
i was so grossed out i almost threw up!!!!!!he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.and then he sent me a picture of another man's gigantic curved cock as well, as if i wouldn't be able to tell the difference, and know which one was his. ;-)
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:39:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
i was so grossed out i almost threw up!!!!!!he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.and then he sent me a picture of another man's gigantic curved cock as well, as if i wouldn't be able to tell the difference, and know which one was his. ;-)
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:39:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
it wasn't even jewish.i was so grossed out i almost threw up!!!!!!he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.and then he sent me a picture of another man's gigantic curved cock as well, as if i wouldn't be able to tell the difference, and know which one was his. ;-)
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:45:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:39:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
property of israel. 🇮🇱it wasn't even jewish.i was so grossed out i almost threw up!!!!!!he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.and then he sent me a picture of another man's gigantic curved cock as well, as if i wouldn't be able to tell the difference, and know which one was his. ;-)
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:48:26 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:45:15 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:53 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:43:30 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
On Saturday, August 6, 2022 at 9:39:04 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
i wonder if dirty stinky george sulzbach ever killed anybody.
btw, israel would like to thank the united states for the financial backing to help fund their creation of the patriot missile defense system. it's coming in rather usefully right now.property of israel. 🇮🇱it wasn't even jewish.i was so grossed out i almost threw up!!!!!!he probably cut off his own rotted foreskin before sending me a picture of his mutilated multi-colored gigantic hairless cock.and then he sent me a picture of another man's gigantic curved cock as well, as if i wouldn't be able to tell the difference, and know which one was his. ;-)
from caesaria, etc...
well, saul and david is on jltv tonight. i don't know what it is, because right now it's about shriner's hospital for children to help the poor nice little children. and then there will be a commercial for veterans, and they want you to give money tohelp all the poor nice injured people who went to go kill lots of other people.
it's all good.
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