Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlenejacobsen@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost,
and it was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not
understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.


The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I
believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonnaccord@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I
was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M



Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was a
newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and
booked a trip to Montreal.


This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 7:42:17 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlene...@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost, and it

was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonna...@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was a

newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

When I was in Montreal, I put an ad on kijii..women seeking men. The name of the ad was “Sexual Peak”. I got laid about 15 times, and had thousands and thousands of emails..to keep track of and spent a lot of time online. It was easy for me to spot a
fake

MacSol@AOL.com this is where it began....
I told him all about my hockey life..
I told him everything

he used the pic of man standing infront of a yellow sports car...he became very weird very fast....I have identified this man as micheal sacral disgraced VP from Goodfellows Wood Products...

Then came muscleman73@hotmail.com and katchim@hotmail.com

they knew things about me, I had only freely shared with macsol..no one else.

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 7:53:37 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 7:42:17 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlene...@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost, and

it was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonna...@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was

a newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the

user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

When I was in Montreal, I put an ad on kijii..women seeking men. The name of the ad was “Sexual Peak”. I got laid about 15 times, and had thousands and thousands of emails..to keep track of and spent a lot of time online. It was easy for me to spot

a fake

Mac...@AOL.com this is where it began....
I told him all about my hockey life..
I told him everything

he used the pic of man standing infront of a yellow sports car...he became very weird very fast....I have identified this man as micheal sacral disgraced VP from Goodfellows Wood Products...

Then came muscl...@hotmail.com and kat...@hotmail.com

they knew things about me, I had only freely shared with macsol..no one else.

micheal saccal’s phone number was 5148385586
I told him if not kerry then, who the fuk are you?

This is how it began..

Skinheads were being sent to Camrose and Wetaskwin..

the Camrose RCMP have all the emails..
every last one and every alias
bob bob bonnaccord
kensmith
killer4u
tatiannadalhin uk
dominant_devil

who is micheal saccal and gerry zortzatoes?

i dont need a safe

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 7:42:17 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlene...@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost, and it

was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonna...@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was a

newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

I called Kerry shortly after my name was Doxxed,
He told me he was away from home visiting a friend when it happened and had not even looked at his computer..when he got home all hell broke lose. He told me it was one of his supporters...hmm. I also sent an email to puck.
Shortly after the call to kerry, i got a weird text message from him, and when I asked him about it,

he said it was a virus..

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Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlenejacobsen@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost,

and it was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonnaccord@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was a

newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

hi

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:05:35 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 7:42:17 AM UTC-6, Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlene...@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost, and

it was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonna...@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was

a newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the

user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

I called Kerry shortly after my name was Doxxed,
He told me he was away from home visiting a friend when it happened and had not even looked at his computer..when he got home all hell broke lose. He told me it was one of his supporters...hmm. I also sent an email to puck.
Shortly after the call to kerry, i got a weird text message from him, and when I asked him about it,

he said it was a virus..

I sent bob bob bonnaccord an email in late august or September of 2008, telling him I was departing from my husband and going away for a while.
Fast forward 7 years and my name and private unlisted phone number is doxxed by darcylaroseottawa@gmail.com.


According to my friend Wally Beaver, RMS, aka darcy, the phone number, 727-301-9634 was used to register the account.

If I truly do have a friend on Usenet, today would be a good day to give me your love and support.

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:14:15 AM UTC-6, % wrote:

Batman The real one wrote:

Kerry Chatwin invited me to post on a website called hockeytalk.net. It was the first chat room forum I used for online communication. I registered with my one and only email account, darlene...@hotmail.com. I became a reader first and foremost, and

it was obvious to me the board was toxic.

It was easy for me to identify the toxic language and the bully behaviour because I watched it and how it impacted my son when he played the game, but when I complained about it to my husband, or any man who would listen to me, I was told I did not

understand the game of hockey. They have a developed a general consensus that women are inferior and sex objects. They use us to manifest their ego’s desire to win.

It’s all about the win.
I want a Usenet Win.
I would gag on the money.

The overall objective of hockeytalk.net was to give hockey enthusaists a website to talk hockey. My only obligation was to give them(owners) my email account. I trusted they were to use my account as my sign of good faith and good communication. I

believed the same thing of them and I clearly understood the TOS and TOU when I agreed to participate. It was a moderated group so I felt there was a desire to achieve a greater good rather than a place to have a free for all.

So I joined and my user name was rambling scarlet, I picked the name because it was the name of the petunia I had just finished planting in my garden. (Pandora) ..

Ramblingscarlet: I forget what I said but it was flowery..Kerry told me in private convo..it sounded like a stripper name and obvious woman...

so I changed it to player101..I sent him an email bout it..to bob bob bonna...@hotmail.com..

I knew Kerry was Strangebrew. He was former “IMHO” <In my humble opinon> I read his comments and found nothing offensive or offsetting. As Strangebrew, he was fine. He was funny, he was likeable, he was Kerry. He was the Kerry I knew, the Kerry I

was falling in love with. I wanted Kerry to know I was now player101 and no one else, and I was legally identifiable based upon my agreement with the owners, host and Kerry. M

Strangebrew loved sparing with a poster from Fort. Mac. She was a hockey mom, or so it appeared. She had suffered some kind of loss of a child and was a diehard supporter of hockey in canada. I liked her but I stayed out of the threads because I was

a newby and I didn’t want to attract too much attention to my gut instinct about online comm. I ignored the red flag.

I made a few comments here and there. I knew some of the posters where the same people I saw at the rink. I asked Kerry about their identities and he told me a few names. I read all the cat trolls about the kids in camrose.
It was done by GPFRan, an obsessed person from Grand Prairie who linked the behaviours of these towards all people from Camrose, including the hockey community. GPFran was a very sick individual and the best thing were told to do was to block the

user.

A poster using the name “prognosticator” Doxxed my private information to the board. I made a complaint to the admin via the email link. HIs name was puck, my name was darlenejacobsen. Puck told me to be the bigger person and move on. I did and

booked a trip to Montreal.

This is how it began...Too many voices, Indeed.

hi

I know you just want me to be happy and I am for the most part but I want to feel safe and I cannot even be in my yard, because guys stop by..
i asked my husband about it..do you stop by a woman’s home when her husband is at work
he also said, well yes , if is see her outside

the heartbreak I feel, is because the only man i felt safe with was kerry

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%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid, and
just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

--- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid, and

just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

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Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid, and

just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

yay

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid, and

just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

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Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:02:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid,

and just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

yay

what are you saying ? about hearing... ?

now hear this

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:02:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid,

and just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

yay

what are you saying ? about hearing... ?

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:15:34 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:11:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:02:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> %:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again,

covid, and just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a

row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

yay

what are you saying ? about hearing... ?

now hear this

what are you, judge wapner or something? (ps i think my roommate in israel is/was related to him??? maybe i mixed something up, but i think so, distantly? not sure)

if i even remember correctly, like 4th cousin? but that seems really hard to know, so i doubt it?

otoh, i did meet a 3rd cousin on mine once. (there was some occasion at a restaurant)

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On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:11:11 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:02:44 PM UTC-7, % wrote:

Rachel wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:48:51 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 12:46:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 9:36:18 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

On Thursday, August 4, 2022 at 8:52:48 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:

%:

hi

hi baby...i think i know you're trying...? me too...

so hard....so hard....hard time....barely living....survival....scraping by....minute by minute..... :-////

nervous wreck... :( (me)

my body is so heavy, and sore (back), and tired, and feels so drained and old, i have nothing left to do, but focus on trying to get this mammoth object at rest moving again. with no help, barely even a friend in the whole world.

i don't want to hire a babysitter (trainer). don't want one anyway cuz of covid. plus, i mean, this place is so gross, i mean, he wouldn't want to come in here, either. my doctor told me about a government sponsored gym program, but again, covid,

and just, well, dr. reuben said he admires me for not wanting help.

i just want to give myself a chance. it hasn't been working very well, but i am not ready to give up.

i started up the diet and exercise journal again. we're talking, moving from a somewhat successful 5 minutes a day, to 5X5 split up, as 10 was causing me burnout for a while every time after a number of days or more (not much more at all) in a

row.

that was my psychiatrist's brilliant idea, (that's not sarcasm), when i told him it wasn't working and he said how about speed it up, and i repeated that, and he corrected me, SPLIT it up. i was like, oh, okay, so i've been trying that slowly...

it's just, this heat makes everything all the more miserable.

i repeated it in question form. (speed it up?)

yay

what are you saying ? about hearing... ?

now hear this

what are you, judge wapner or something? (ps i think my roommate in israel is/was related to him??? maybe i mixed something up, but i think so, distantly? not sure)

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