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    From %@21:1/5 to All on Tue Jul 4 16:53:19 2023
    .

    no text in it

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Tue Jul 4 19:22:58 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it

    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.

    mmm k

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Tue Jul 4 19:21:45 2023
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it

    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Tue Jul 4 20:09:56 2023
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 7:23:09 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it

    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.

    mmm k

    {{{{{{%}}}}}}

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  • From Runner Funner@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 05:07:33 2023
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die

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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 11:11:38 2023
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4-80d7-2c350815dae5n@googlegroups.com>, runnerfunner5@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 08:50:54 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 10:05:22 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn't
    really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 10:39:58 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn'
    t really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 10:54:20 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i didn'
    t really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 14:37:34 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to have
    contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom line,
    about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....their
    interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could
    answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since i
    was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 14:30:16 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to have
    contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom line,
    about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....their
    interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could answer
    that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since i was
    9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 14:43:40 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to have
    contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom line,
    about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....their
    interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could
    answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since i
    was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 14:42:13 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to have
    contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom line,
    about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....their
    interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could
    answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since i
    was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 14:56:59 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could
    answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since
    i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 14:59:58 2023
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation, i
    didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not. >>>>>>>>>>>

    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum could
    answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there since
    i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 14:57:57 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:57:01 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation,
    i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea
    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    if not a bit screwy with these extra-marital indiscretions. :-////////////////

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 15:09:37 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation,
    i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Wed Jul 5 15:42:53 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a separation,
    i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not. >>>>>>>>>>>>>

    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:04:23 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order?

    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up!

    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous to
    have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right

    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash cow
    at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost wrote
    mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting me
    with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being mean,
    and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that imagined
    offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to give me
    anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:12:55 2023
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  • From Runner Funner@21:1/5 to roach on Wed Jul 5 16:25:55 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 5:04:24 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order? >>>>>>>
    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up! >>>>>>>
    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous
    to have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right
    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash cow
    at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost wrote
    mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting me
    with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being mean,
    and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that imagined
    offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to give
    me anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)


    % name is Kerry Chatwin not Bob Dylan
    You stoopid cunt

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Runner Funner@21:1/5 to roach on Wed Jul 5 16:22:43 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 5:04:24 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order? >>>>>>>
    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up! >>>>>>>
    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous
    to have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right
    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash cow
    at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost wrote
    mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting me
    with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being mean,
    and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that imagined
    offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to give
    me anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)


    He is a killer...he isn't sweet. Fk you are a loser

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:30:02 2023
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:29:04 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 4:14:30 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order? >>>>>>>>>
    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up! >>>>>>>>>
    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous
    to have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been there
    since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right

    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash
    cow at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost
    wrote mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting
    me with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being
    mean, and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that
    imagined offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to give
    me anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)

    i'm just me

    it's like there was a cut-off. the music, and then "meeting" the man (lucky and dar in papers) behind it all, who made it

    and then trying to have a relationship with lucky/dar, when it all unraveled.

    but it got so confusing, because i then i didn't meet lucky/dar in real life. it was like a completely different person. THE....

    😮

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to Runner Funner on Wed Jul 5 16:30:51 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 4:22:46 PM UTC-7, Runner Funner wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 5:04:24 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote:
    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order? >>>>>>>
    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up! >>>>>>>
    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too
    dangerous to have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing
    was, bottom line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would
    take it....their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle
    dum could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been
    there since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right
    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash
    cow at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost
    wrote mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting
    me with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being
    mean, and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that
    imagined offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to give
    me anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)
    He is a killer...he isn't sweet. Fk you are a loser

    goodness gracious, great balls of fire !!!

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:51:05 2023
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  • From Runner Funner@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 16:39:47 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 5:32:34 PM UTC-6, % wrote:
    Runner Funner wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 5:04:24 PM UTC-6, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:43:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 3:00:04 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:43:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 2:37:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:54:33 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:05:34 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 8:11:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> In article <17b30f4a-316a-4fb4...@googlegroups.com>, runner...@gmail.com says...

    On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 8:21:47 PM UTC-6, Rachel wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Tuesday, July 4, 2023 at 4:53:31 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    no text in it
    the first time was on purpose, the second time, not quite sure, they sort of appeared, i was testing under the hide text, it opened, then in trying to close them, maybe added them in, cuz i thought they would be open, to make a
    separation, i didn't really mean it, like sending the same message both times. not.


    Criminal stalker,

    Die Rachel Die


    stfu, stupid skank, you *are* rachel

    i'll take that :)

    (honored!!!)

    you're lucky

    it's so hard

    well there is that but that's not the topic right now

    i thought darlene was a grandmother, with grandkids playing ice hockey... ? now she's our age? she showed a picture once, and i thought it was from way back...? sorry, i don't recall all the details. :-(

    i don't want to exclude anyone, but some things seems to be clearly some kind of joke (photos) which i guess i don't think is very nice, so it's really hard. you guys are.....behaving badly. like girls gone wild.

    isn't there some kind of show like that, or video to order? >>>>>>>>>>
    boys behaving badly or something?

    i mean, really. get it together for heaven's sake! grow up! >>>>>>>>>>
    like the call i got from two african-american men, and they were talking to me on my answering machine.

    and it scared me, cuz it was like they were up to tricks....and brent had just tried calling me 3 times, but he had gone off the deep end (trust me, crossed over to the dark side, color shading appropriate not just as metaphor, too dangerous
    to have contact) so i called the police about it, like, am i safe???? i told them everything, how brent had gotten messed up in gangs and stuff, and had been attacked, and everything, well i just said the gangs, and it was so scary, and thing was, bottom
    line, about the men who called me, more than anything, it wasn't because they were black, it was because they were two adults, acting like children. and i didn't know them or how they knew me, and so it scared me insofar as how far they would take it....
    their interest in me....total strangers....(and yes, black, who percentage-wise, are more violent and dangerous than other demographic groups, iinm?)

    but then i came to think it was voices disguised, and it sounded like the bosom buddies we all know and stay out of their way of the interview where they are just having fun, and as to their plans for the future, tweedle dee said tweedle dum
    could answer that, and it was just "more of the same."

    i like that when you said, "mature. :-)" not that we can't have fun. but my love for you is serious. it's not like i wanted to party with you. quite the contrary. it's the most serious feeling i have inside my whole being. and it's been
    there since i was 9-10 years old. (a pecking presence with punctuated moments all recounted and described as best as i could, under unimaginable pressure not perfectly, but close enough, for Your judgements....)

    i know that

    you knew i thought darlene was a grandma with grandkids who played on an ice hockey team?

    yea

    that just seems so terribly strange that this is not real. (and canada sounds so romantic and healthy. sigh....)

    well it is

    is real or is not real

    right
    chaim said be selfish and you could watch any movie you wanted to see, and you said if you believe something long enough it's bound to come back on you like i wasn't delusional about YOU like my mom or parents (mom and aba, not smoky) told the cash
    cow at the board and care, your album proved it, didn't it, sort of (but what about page 2, was that for emotions, or meanings, or both? in flux...? as to Knowing....) but then you didn't write back, or reach back in a way that worked (marc, i almost
    wrote mark, cuz we fought, it's just the k i like the c better makes me think it's nicer, cuz of marc in sweden in my class, but saying take me to a concert, and like i wrote, shrinking back, backstage pass....but i thought it in the way like contacting
    me with tickets, etc....not this, i didn't realize the connection for a LONG time, he knew about september, i believe now in retrospect, but i don't know about this or coincidence?) but anyway, i felt so badly, like i got used, and that you were being
    mean, and sarcastic, that you had some kind of really fucked up ideas about women and sexuality and the bonds of brotherhood, something really twisted and inhumane....(at the gate....) so i moved away from that, with something more appealing than that
    imagined offer, or rather, insult, as if we are all the same. but like you said, it was hopeless. we can be friends, but it's not anywhere near as rewarding.

    am i being stupid? to trust you? what about rabbi berg? about women? oh g-d. i'm so afraid what if i am being used. :-///////// what if it's all a trick? and they say about one word, and "i don't know" (what something means) like nobody wants to
    give me anything.

    i just wish you would shuffle back here and bring me your cute little hiney and park it here with my on the bed, and keep me company, and us figure out, what the freak are we supposed to do with our peripherals.....the best plan of recovery....for
    optimal health and longevity.....(together), if this is even TRUE?

    ?

    there has to be some kind of truth behind your output since we met....why is it that i am living with this reality all alone all by myself? do you know what i have gone through for you? not on purpose, of course....

    but i never let you go. i suppose except for just that one moment, when i tried to see if i could make a real friend. in a room above...

    hopeless.

    you have a lot to offer, you know. i bet you are really interesting, IF YOU WANT TO BE. not that that's why i want/ed you.

    i just thought you were so sweet. :-) (underneath all that other stuff, too)


    % name is Kerry Chatwin not Bob Dylan
    You stoopid cunt

    my name is not kerry


    You stupid cunt..

    How about this one


    Slit your wrists in a warm bathtub


    Anons can be so disgusting

    Why hide Kerry

    On the run isn't a life

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