• Re: WELL I'M HERE AND I'M

    From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 15:41:09 2023
    XPost: alt.checkmate, alt.arts.poetry.comments

    In article <976dade7-45fb-4c5a-bece-575f24073d02n@googlegroups.com>, goldarachel@gmail.com says...

    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:14:33 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:51:23 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:36:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:26:09 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:12:26 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:57:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:08:16 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    posting

    can you try and come back

    ?

    i don't know if i can make it myself...

    troll

    no, i swear to g-d (i heard jews aren't supposed to do that, sort of makes sense, g-d made hitler...) it's really me.

    scared i am heading down the road to peripheral neuropathy. i have neuropathic symptoms/pain. (omg i wrote symptons, like, what's wrong with that? the spelling...)

    my doctor appt. isn't until september. the other doctor none of the numbers worked, except this one, but it was specious, he asked for all my info, and the doctor is supposed to already have it, and it was like i was chasing him down in
    other areas, not his regular office, i wasn't comfortable that it was all on the up and up.

    never mind. i'm too depressed to talk about it anymore.

    well of course you got neuropath ,
    i guess it's my latest contagious item ,
    just wait until you see me make everyone have a cow

    it wasn't a doctor, the voice just didn't sound right. like a total stranger, off in some far off los angeles location, asking for all my personal info....which the doctor was already supposed to have access to, AND, nobody ever does that if
    they are connected to the hospital, and all my doctors are. (except my psychiatrist, actually, but he was recommended to me by my last one, *and* my former psychologist, as well)(and one of the other two i knew and didn't
    want, and the other one wasn't chosen)

    i had one of those

    can't we speak in private, i didn't want to get to know you in public, i'm sorry if i ruined getting to know me for you, actually, i still feel that that was not quite, that this is not quite, the real me, the me who tries to get real with you
    here. i don't think i've ever really been able to be the person i wish i could be, relative to male/female intimacy, because i never had that right person for that.

    no it will ruin my post count and ,
    the janithor teased me cause i lost ,
    and i wasn't even here

    wow, i want to talk with you so badly (be with you, not to pick your brain like you know something i don't know you know how i mean that) but i *really* don't want to share you with everybody else. i don't even know who they are, and who they
    think you are, but whoever they are, they obviously weren't doing anything for you before, so i don't see as how they should be a part of this now.

    honestly, i don't even know if *i* will ever be a part of it, if you will ever come back to me, but as they say, it's the chance i have to take...

    i'm an open book

    then why would anyone be jealous

    i guess because they want the same thing

    i don't know what we're talking about now, i *think* i can be happy and/or satisfied all by myself...? i mean, i just had this unexpected opportunity, but i was already 100% fulfilled. or maybe 99%...i thought i had everything, pretty much.

    i've lost this conversation....i'm sorry.

    again, i really don't want to talk to you in public. :-(((

    this is special to me, and i don't want to share it, if i can. (you)

    well we all think what we do has major significants

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 12:48:25 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:41:10 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <976dade7-45fb-4c5a...@googlegroups.com>, golda...@gmail.com says...

    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:14:33 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:51:23 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:36:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:26:09 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:12:26 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:57:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:08:16 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    posting

    can you try and come back

    ?

    i don't know if i can make it myself...

    troll

    no, i swear to g-d (i heard jews aren't supposed to do that, sort of makes sense, g-d made hitler...) it's really me.

    scared i am heading down the road to peripheral neuropathy. i have neuropathic symptoms/pain. (omg i wrote symptons, like, what's wrong with that? the spelling...)

    my doctor appt. isn't until september. the other doctor none of the numbers worked, except this one, but it was specious, he asked for all my info, and the doctor is supposed to already have it, and it was like i was chasing him down in
    other areas, not his regular office, i wasn't comfortable that it was all on the up and up.

    never mind. i'm too depressed to talk about it anymore. >>>>>>>>>
    well of course you got neuropath ,
    i guess it's my latest contagious item ,
    just wait until you see me make everyone have a cow

    it wasn't a doctor, the voice just didn't sound right. like a total stranger, off in some far off los angeles location, asking for all my personal info....which the doctor was already supposed to have access to, AND, nobody ever does that
    if they are connected to the hospital, and all my doctors are. (except my psychiatrist, actually, but he was recommended to me by my last one, *and* my former psychologist, as well)(and one of the other two i knew and didn't
    want, and the other one wasn't chosen)

    i had one of those

    can't we speak in private, i didn't want to get to know you in public, i'm sorry if i ruined getting to know me for you, actually, i still feel that that was not quite, that this is not quite, the real me, the me who tries to get real with
    you here. i don't think i've ever really been able to be the person i wish i could be, relative to male/female intimacy, because i never had that right person for that.

    no it will ruin my post count and ,
    the janithor teased me cause i lost ,
    and i wasn't even here

    wow, i want to talk with you so badly (be with you, not to pick your brain like you know something i don't know you know how i mean that) but i *really* don't want to share you with everybody else. i don't even know who they are, and who they
    think you are, but whoever they are, they obviously weren't doing anything for you before, so i don't see as how they should be a part of this now.

    honestly, i don't even know if *i* will ever be a part of it, if you will ever come back to me, but as they say, it's the chance i have to take...

    i'm an open book

    then why would anyone be jealous

    i guess because they want the same thing

    i don't know what we're talking about now, i *think* i can be happy and/or satisfied all by myself...? i mean, i just had this unexpected opportunity, but i was already 100% fulfilled. or maybe 99%...i thought i had everything, pretty much.

    i've lost this conversation....i'm sorry.

    again, i really don't want to talk to you in public. :-(((

    this is special to me, and i don't want to share it, if i can. (you)

    well we all think what we do has major significants

    the self-importance of being earnest

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  • From Rachel@21:1/5 to Rachel on Wed Jul 5 14:13:54 2023
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:48:27 PM UTC-7, Rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:41:10 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    In article <976dade7-45fb-4c5a...@googlegroups.com>, golda...@gmail.com says...

    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:14:33 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:51:23 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:36:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:26:09 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:12:26 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:57:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:08:16 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    posting

    can you try and come back

    ?

    i don't know if i can make it myself...

    troll

    no, i swear to g-d (i heard jews aren't supposed to do that, sort of makes sense, g-d made hitler...) it's really me.

    scared i am heading down the road to peripheral neuropathy. i have neuropathic symptoms/pain. (omg i wrote symptons, like, what's wrong with that? the spelling...)

    my doctor appt. isn't until september. the other doctor none of the numbers worked, except this one, but it was specious, he asked for all my info, and the doctor is supposed to already have it, and it was like i was chasing him down in
    other areas, not his regular office, i wasn't comfortable that it was all on the up and up.

    never mind. i'm too depressed to talk about it anymore. >>>>>>>>>
    well of course you got neuropath ,
    i guess it's my latest contagious item ,
    just wait until you see me make everyone have a cow

    it wasn't a doctor, the voice just didn't sound right. like a total stranger, off in some far off los angeles location, asking for all my personal info....which the doctor was already supposed to have access to, AND, nobody ever does that
    if they are connected to the hospital, and all my doctors are. (except my psychiatrist, actually, but he was recommended to me by my last one, *and* my former psychologist, as well)(and one of the other two i knew and didn't
    want, and the other one wasn't chosen)

    i had one of those

    can't we speak in private, i didn't want to get to know you in public, i'm sorry if i ruined getting to know me for you, actually, i still feel that that was not quite, that this is not quite, the real me, the me who tries to get real with
    you here. i don't think i've ever really been able to be the person i wish i could be, relative to male/female intimacy, because i never had that right person for that.

    no it will ruin my post count and ,
    the janithor teased me cause i lost ,
    and i wasn't even here

    wow, i want to talk with you so badly (be with you, not to pick your brain like you know something i don't know you know how i mean that) but i *really* don't want to share you with everybody else. i don't even know who they are, and who they
    think you are, but whoever they are, they obviously weren't doing anything for you before, so i don't see as how they should be a part of this now.

    honestly, i don't even know if *i* will ever be a part of it, if you will ever come back to me, but as they say, it's the chance i have to take...

    i'm an open book

    then why would anyone be jealous

    i guess because they want the same thing

    i don't know what we're talking about now, i *think* i can be happy and/or satisfied all by myself...? i mean, i just had this unexpected opportunity, but i was already 100% fulfilled. or maybe 99%...i thought i had everything, pretty much.

    i've lost this conversation....i'm sorry.

    again, i really don't want to talk to you in public. :-(((

    this is special to me, and i don't want to share it, if i can. (you)

    well we all think what we do has major significants
    the self-importance of being earnest

    that was a silly joke and possibly enlightened comment did you like it? agree with it?

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  • From " @21:1/5 to All on Wed Jul 5 23:20:41 2023
    XPost: alt.checkmate, alt.arts.poetry.comments

    Warning! Always wear ANSI approved safety goggles when reading posts by Checkmate.

    On Wed, 5 Jul 2023 15:41:09 -0400, % had the audacity to say the following:



    In article <976dade7-45fb-4c5a-bece-575f24073d02n@googlegroups.com>, goldarachel@gmail.com says...

    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 12:14:33 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:51:23 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:36:52 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:26:09 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 11:12:26 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:57:40 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> rachel wrote:
    On Wednesday, July 5, 2023 at 10:08:16 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> .

    posting

    can you try and come back

    ?

    i don't know if i can make it myself...

    troll

    no, i swear to g-d (i heard jews aren't supposed to do that, sort of makes sense, g-d made hitler...) it's really me.

    scared i am heading down the road to peripheral neuropathy. i have neuropathic symptoms/pain. (omg i wrote symptons, like, what's wrong with that? the spelling...)

    my doctor appt. isn't until september. the other doctor none of the numbers worked, except this one, but it was specious, he asked for all my info, and the doctor is supposed to already have it, and it was like i was chasing him down in
    other areas, not his regular office, i wasn't comfortable that it was all on the
    up and up.

    never mind. i'm too depressed to talk about it anymore. >>>>>>>>>
    well of course you got neuropath ,
    i guess it's my latest contagious item ,
    just wait until you see me make everyone have a cow

    it wasn't a doctor, the voice just didn't sound right. like a total stranger, off in some far off los angeles location, asking for all my personal info....which the doctor was already supposed to have access to, AND, nobody ever does that
    if they are connected to the hospital, and all my doctors are. (except my psychiatrist, actually, but he was recommended to me by my last one, *and* my former psychologist, as well)(and one of the other two i knew and didn't
    want, and the other one wasn't chosen)

    i had one of those

    can't we speak in private, i didn't want to get to know you in public, i'm sorry if i ruined getting to know me for you, actually, i still feel that that was not quite, that this is not quite, the real me, the me who tries to get real with
    you here. i don't think i've ever really been able to be the person i wish i could be, relative to male/female intimacy, because i never had that right person for that.

    no it will ruin my post count and ,
    the janithor teased me cause i lost ,
    and i wasn't even here

    wow, i want to talk with you so badly (be with you, not to pick your brain like you know something i don't know you know how i mean that) but i *really* don't want to share you with everybody else. i don't even know who they are, and who they
    think you are, but whoever they are, they obviously weren't doing anything for you before, so i don't see as how they should be a part of this now.

    honestly, i don't even know if *i* will ever be a part of it, if you will ever come back to me, but as they say, it's the chance i have to take...

    i'm an open book

    then why would anyone be jealous

    i guess because they want the same thing

    i don't know what we're talking about now, i *think* i can be happy and/or satisfied all by myself...? i mean, i just had this unexpected opportunity, but i was already 100% fulfilled. or maybe 99%...i thought i had everything, pretty much.

    i've lost this conversation....i'm sorry.

    again, i really don't want to talk to you in public. :-(((

    this is special to me, and i don't want to share it, if i can. (you)

    well we all think what we do has major significants

    try not , to show any , belligerants

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