• I LEFT BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T EVEN

    From %@21:1/5 to All on Wed Aug 30 22:13:40 2023
    .

    say

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Wed Aug 30 22:43:08 2023
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

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  • From Don Stockbauer@21:1/5 to roach on Thu Aug 31 06:36:22 2023
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Thu Aug 31 10:51:52 2023
    XPost: alt.slack

    In article <d15fc70d-9756-46b3-bb95-6abd8797c674n@googlegroups.com>, donstockbauer@hotmail.com says...

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.

    hi don, you fk'n freak

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From Creon@21:1/5 to Don Stockbauer on Fri Sep 1 00:18:22 2023
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    --
    -c

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Creon on Thu Aug 31 18:44:41 2023
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to Creon on Fri Sep 1 05:47:07 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

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  • From Creon@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:51:14 2023
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 05:47:07 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    I'm good at %-mimicry.

    Not as good as he is, though.

    --
    -c

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to Creon on Fri Sep 1 05:53:55 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:51:16 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 05:47:07 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say
    I'm good at %-mimicry.

    Not as good as he is, though.

    --
    -c

    i'll have to try it someday

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  • From Creon@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:45:23 2023
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this

    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 10:37:41 2023
    XPost: alt.checkmate, alt.slack

    In article <ce5382b0-c906-4fe0-b843-81a4c7c7d199n@googlegroups.com>, goldarachel@gmail.com says...

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:51:16AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 05:47:07 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say
    I'm good at %-mimicry.

    Not as good as he is, though.

    --
    -c

    i'll have to try it someday

    we all think what we do has major significants

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 09:48:06 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 10:46:20 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 10:51:33 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 10:54:35 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 10:53:37 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 11:10:37 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:20:35 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 11:22:47 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me

    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:23:36 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:35:22 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 11:37:07 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet

    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:38:19 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).

    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:44:22 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, including
    after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 11:46:06 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, including
    after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....

    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:22:59 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, including
    after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....

    i'm like doolie , just a teched ghost

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:21:47 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).

    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i watch it every time its on

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:23:36 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:21:57 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).

    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i watch it every time its on

    they don't play it that much that i'm aware, but maybe i've been missing it

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:23:55 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....

    reality

    i take 10 cents worth of bread

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:27:36 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:23:06 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....

    i'm like doolie , just a teched ghost

    i'm sorry, i don't know that word.... ?

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:24:31 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:30:42 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:21:57 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).

    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?

    i watch it every time its on

    they don't play it that much that i'm aware, but maybe i've been missing it

    my tv does this flood thing ,
    they play the same movie 3 or 4 times in 2 or 3 days ,
    then is goes away for a few months ,
    then they do it all again

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  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:30:52 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:42:18 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:40:18 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now ,
    than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say

    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:47:37 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before

    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 12:58:35 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 12:55:24 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :)

    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 13:24:39 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people. >>>>>>
    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 13:23:49 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people. >>>>>
    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know

    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    no i wouldn't i know there's lots of em

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 13:15:47 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this
    things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes from,
    including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people. >>>
    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know

    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 13:18:31 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore.


    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own ,
    it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me
    i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes
    from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people. >>>
    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 14:55:57 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes
    from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 15:20:56 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and ,
    try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes
    from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people. >>>>>>>>
    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different. >>>
    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 15:25:43 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes
    from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 15:52:43 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye

    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it comes
    from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic.

    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 18:09:40 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 17:50:48 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    .

    say

    good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE

    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking ,
    i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality ,
    often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-)

    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 18:29:33 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 18:24:54 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic?
    i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize.

    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 18:57:34 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:

    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Fri Sep 1 19:06:17 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

    vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    --
    -c

    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where it
    comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to All on Fri Sep 1 19:22:33 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 7:06:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:

    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    -- >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -c >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where
    it comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have

    well , okay , once

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From Creon@21:1/5 to All on Sat Sep 2 04:52:32 2023
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 19:06:17 -0700, % wrote:

    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach >>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    -- >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -c

    that sounds like something % would >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say

    he's becoming more and more like me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with this, i feel that i must love and >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> work with all %'s comments....i don't want >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to weed them out, so to speak....i don't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> trust that....that i know what i am >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> when i was hypomanic at home, and finding >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> religion, "you can't just take anything >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that comes into your head and say that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that's from G-d!!" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> empathetic due to experience, than when i was a >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> teenager in high school. (14 or 15) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> much. but after all my suffering...it's like it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> just made me realize the whole chain....that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> including after having worked in the pickling >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> factory on the kibbutz, on the line.... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything at the heavenly grand ol' >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too

    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for another jewish sabra they know. :-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen

    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, >>>>>>>>>>>>> all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you,
    *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have

    People with no personality of their own ,
    will often steal the jokes of their Usenet betters.

    --
    -c

    --- SoupGate-Win32 v1.05
    * Origin: fsxNet Usenet Gateway (21:1/5)
  • From roach@21:1/5 to Creon on Fri Sep 1 22:21:55 2023
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:52:35 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 19:06:17 -0700, % wrote:

    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach >>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -- >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -c >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that sounds like something % would >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with this, i feel that i must love and >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> work with all %'s comments....i don't want >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to weed them out, so to speak....i don't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> trust that....that i know what i am >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> when i was hypomanic at home, and finding >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> religion, "you can't just take anything >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that comes into your head and say that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that's from G-d!!" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you to come back (to me). >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> empathetic due to experience, than when i was a >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> teenager in high school. (14 or 15) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> much. but after all my suffering...it's like it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> just made me realize the whole chain....that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> including after having worked in the pickling >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> factory on the kibbutz, on the line.... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything at the heavenly grand ol' >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for another jewish sabra they know. :-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, >>>>>>>>>>>>> all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised. >>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you,
    *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have
    People with no personality of their own ,
    will often steal the jokes of their Usenet betters.

    --
    -c

    wow, that's a mean thing to say

    nobody has no personality , unless they are catatonic or something, but even then, everybody gives off his own energy or aura to use so cal speak, without knowing the science behind this....do you? apparently not. maybe you should have gone to med school.

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  • From Creon@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Sep 2 14:30:24 2023
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 22:21:55 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:52:35 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 19:06:17 -0700, % wrote:

    roach wrote:
    well , i never

    i bet you have
    People with no personality of their own ,
    will often steal the jokes of their Usenet betters.

    wow, that's a mean thing to say

    It was a tongue-in-cheek absurd backclap at %'s
    absurdisms.


    nobody has no personality ,

    Tell that to %

    unless they are catatonic or something, but
    even then, everybody gives off his own energy or aura to use so cal
    speak, without knowing the science behind this....do you? apparently
    not. maybe you should have gone to med school.

    Do they teach about auras in med school? Didn't realize that!

    🖖️😆️

    --
    -c

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  • From %@21:1/5 to Creon on Sat Sep 2 09:48:10 2023
    Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 22:21:55 -0700 (PDT), roach wrote:

    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:52:35 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 19:06:17 -0700, % wrote:

    roach wrote:
    well , i never

    i bet you have
    People with no personality of their own ,
    will often steal the jokes of their Usenet betters.

    wow, that's a mean thing to say

    It was a tongue-in-cheek absurd backclap at %'s
    absurdisms.


    nobody has no personality ,

    Tell that to %

    unless they are catatonic or something, but
    even then, everybody gives off his own energy or aura to use so cal
    speak, without knowing the science behind this....do you? apparently
    not. maybe you should have gone to med school.

    Do they teach about auras in med school? Didn't realize that!

    🖖️😆️

    i never stole anyone's anything

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Sep 2 09:47:39 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:52:35 PM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Fri, 1 Sep 2023 19:06:17 -0700, % wrote:

    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach >>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -- >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -c >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that sounds like something % would >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all the time >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    it's telling that i did not find that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> positive... :-( >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nor do i every morning i have to hunt >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for the real me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> themselves

    i don't know what it is, but i struggle >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> with this, i feel that i must love and >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> work with all %'s comments....i don't want >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> to weed them out, so to speak....i don't >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> trust that....that i know what i am >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> when i was hypomanic at home, and finding >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> religion, "you can't just take anything >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that comes into your head and say that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that's from G-d!!" >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> at it that way , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> :-)

    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you to come back (to me). >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> empathetic due to experience, than when i was a >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> teenager in high school. (14 or 15) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> much. but after all my suffering...it's like it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> just made me realize the whole chain....that >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything i am *eating*...where it comes from, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> including after having worked in the pickling >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> factory on the kibbutz, on the line.... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything at the heavenly grand ol' >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> for another jewish sabra they know. :-) ) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you,
    *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have
    People with no personality of their own ,
    will often steal the jokes of their Usenet betters.

    --
    -c

    wow, that's a mean thing to say

    nobody has no personality , unless they are catatonic or something, but even then, everybody gives off his own energy or aura to use so cal speak, without knowing the science behind this....do you? apparently not. maybe you should have gone to med
    school.

    i wonder why he's telling us this

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  • From %@21:1/5 to roach on Sat Sep 2 09:46:19 2023
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 7:06:26 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:29:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 6:09:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:52:52 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 3:21:05 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:24:53 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 1:15:50 PM UTC-7, roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:58:48 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:47:46 PM UTC-7, % wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:40:24 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 12:24:40 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:27 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:46:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:44:24 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:38:21 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:37:08 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:35:30 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:22:49 AM UTC-7, roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 11:20:44 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote:
    On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:54:43 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 10:51:42 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 9:48:15 AM UTC-7, % wrote:
    roach wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Friday, September 1, 2023 at 5:45:26 AM UTC-7, Creon wrote:
    On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 18:44:41 -0700, % wrote:
    Creon wrote: >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Thu, 31 Aug 2023 06:36:22 -0700 (PDT), Don Stockbauer wrote:
    On Thursday, August 31, 2023 at 12:43:09 AM UTC-5, roach wrote:
    On Wednesday, August 30, 2023 at 10:13:47 PM UTC-7, % wrote:
    . >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> good-bye >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'm here, Valore. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> vuh-LORE >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i knew this would be this >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things are more like they are now , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> than they have ever been before >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    -- >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> -c >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    that sounds like something % would say >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    he's becoming more and more like me all the time

    it's telling that i did not find that positive... :-(

    nor do i every morning i have to hunt for the real me

    i hope i get to find him one day, too :) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    well lets keep looking , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i hope the people being me find themselves >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    i don't know what it is, but i struggle with this, i feel that i must love and work with all %'s comments....i don't want to weed them out, so to speak....i don't trust that....that i know what i am doing....

    it's sort of like smoky's comment once, when i was hypomanic at home, and finding religion, "you can't just take anything that comes into your head and say that that's from G-d!!"

    people with no personality , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> often copy others for a while and , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> try to incorperate it into their own , >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> it's kind of flattering if you wanna look at it that way ,
    we need a keyword so you'll know i'm me >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i'd rather find you at my front door... :-/ :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    soon....this is kinda dumb. :-) >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    its usenet
    i just mean, usenet is fun, but i am using it as a medium to reach you and hopefully persuade you to come back (to me).
    wasn't grapes of wrath fantastic? >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> i found myself to be able to be MUCH more empathetic due to experience, than when i was a teenager in high school. (14 or 15)

    i couldn't relate/connect to their experience as much. but after all my suffering...it's like it opened up new doors,

    i just could FEEL for them and their lot in lives so deeply. it especially hit me, personally, when they were told not to pick bruised fruit. and it just made me realize the whole chain....that everything i am *eating*...where
    it comes from, including after having worked in the pickling factory on the kibbutz, on the line....
    you know, like the ugly realty of what's *behind* everything at the heavenly grand ol' supermarket....
    reality

    sorry, i have my braces on now, too >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    you must look so hebrew

    well, depends who you are...

    to some, they think i am native american or hispanic. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    but those more in the know, most of them, like when i was in europe, at least think i am mediterranean. (greek or italian)(plus greco, plus italiano, ha ha!!! appollonia was so pretty, huh?)

    but the jews know me!!! :-) (they always mistake me for another jewish sabra they know. :-) )

    i can usually tell

    i have seen hoards of jews i couldn't recognize. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    maybe they are watered-down....no offense. they are still nice people.

    you don't know what to look for

    maybe i've seen types of jews you haven't seen >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
    nah i was a janitor at a jewish school ,
    i dated fawn freeman so i know
    no, there are all different phenotypes all around the globe, all different cultures of jews, you'd be surprised.

    i'd even feel comfortable, myself, saying to you, *drastically* different.

    i can pick who anybody is

    you never know. it could be a wig.

    no matter

    you didn't sound unconcerned about it

    i really don't care who is who

    okay, get a wife

    again

    is that a declaration

    its a tired groan

    well , i never

    i bet you have

    well , okay , once

    i knew by the way you talk

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